I'd like to make myself believe.

i actually typed this pretty long post last night, told my sister to read it in advance just to see if i was being a lil too straight forward on things, which i usually am not and then i decided against posting it up.


gossip, gossip, gossip.



So many things have changed.

never been more true.



if i ever get my blogging mojo back, this thing needs a makeover.





i dread the week to come, I DREAD :(