somebody's gonna have to lose.

i feel like listening to Rascal Flatts i have this thing for country music i remember when my dad bought me Carrie Underwood's album, i played it and played it until he yelled at me i think this may come as a surprise to most people. carmelia - country music.

i also happen to like Miley Cyrus' latest song - The Climb. it took me days to figure out the name of her song.

i wanna watch 17 again and i REALLY wanna step foot into a shopping mall because i've been suffering from dengue since the 27th? thank God it's not Swine flu or H1N1 haha i sound so cool my stupid boyfriend didn't even know about Swine Flu until i told him to read the damn papers.

HOMEBODY (:


my platelet count has gone back to normal so i guess that's a good sign :D although i still feel so damn weak but THANK GODD i don't have to take down that Papaya leaf juice that supposedly helps increase platelet count.

seriously, if anyone of you has to ever take that disgusting totally bitter juice, i wish you the best of luck because it'll totally make you cry once you get a taste of it.

i had to drink it not once, but 5 times.

thank god i'm so over that now i just have to sleep more and then i'll be totally fine :D


and thank god also i didn't have to be admitted to the hospital although i know there are people who secretly wanted me to :D
just so you know, i laughed damn a lot that night & got really tired after our conversation.



okay i'm gonna eat maggi goreng and reply W's text because she says C, How're you? in a very serious tone and that says that we have important matters to discuss because W is filled with stuff.



i wanna eat my new york cheese cake. i think secret recipe's cheese cakes are the bombb :D