And all the lights that lead us there are blinding.

so many things have happened that i have no idea how to begin to type it all out.

it's a whole new year and 2008 was definitely a year to remember.

from SPM frets to a very queit christmas.

the start of SPM to december was filled with hospital visits and a funeral to plan.

it's so funny how the family expected everyday for it to happen because we all knew it was just a matter of time, but then when it did happen, it hit us all.

so damn hard.

christmas was hard without you, pa.

& then we had to move. that was the most tiring thing in the world. the packing seemed somewhat endless and omg lah. i can't believe i slept in that pig sty of a room for a whole week while it was filled with dusts and disgusting particles.

anyway, thank god for my mum. her constant nagging made us pack and unpack in time for christmas.

midnight mass was. bittersweet. the whole month of december went by without a touch of christmas in it. hearing christmas carols and singing to them at mass felt so good & painful at the same time. it felt so difficult to put on a smile while being reminded of my grandfather who absolutely loved christmas time because it meant family get-togethers.

we missed you this year.

a few days after christmas, kins and shaun came over to the condo for shaun's byebye-i'm-going-for-NS. W was in penang indulging in awesome food -_- thanks for the FAAAAAAT giraffe i'm so touched at how you chose it for me. :D

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we watched MeanGirls HAHAHAAH. can't believe shaun hadn't seen it yet. BIG LOSER LA YOUU :D anyway, have fun at NS. it's not THAT bad judging from the way you're talking about it now. water tournaments and competitions sound like a ball of fun to me (:

remember ya. BUFF-EEEEERRR ;D

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million$:D iloveyou (: bytheway, it's the fourth :D
aand yes, the tradition lives on. xoxo.